Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The most honest thing I've ever written on this blog

I am having a tough time these days and live for distractions and meaningful interactions. This week is stressful: loss of a loved one, having to perform, and seeing an ex I have yet to get over. Of those three things, none has happened yet, but they will all happen this week and it is harrowing. My chest is tight; I feel as if my heart is swollen with sadness and confusion. My eyes remain puffy. I am swirling in a vortex of half-thoughts, memories, and all the strongest emotions. At any moment I equally desire to get away, seek out a sedative and to meditate out my true feelings and find peace through a clearer understanding, but I---

OMG THEY JUST DELIVERED PIZZA AT WORK! *AFK*

4 comments:

the Constantly Dramatic One said...

Hahahaha, the pizza at the end is unexpected. =D

Rollergirl said...

Just found your blog. Sorry you're going through sh*t but...you will get through it. Trust me! If you want a good distraction I recommend this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rt6Co7EMNCU

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